On the Process

On the process

That’s how I would like to describe the life that I have right now

On the process

Of loving myself

Of accepting who I am

My hits and my misses

My beauty and my bruises

My intelligence and ignorance

My passion and disinterests

My achievements as well as the set backs,

On the process of waiting

For my big break

Career climax

Healing

And the love of my life

On the process of growing.

Dear Angel,

  Just so you know, It’s okay. It’s ok to be hurt when other people would say mean things about your body. It’s ok that others wouldnt find you fitting in their definition of beautiful. It’s ok to be bigger than anyone else. It’s ok because you are better than that. You are not defined by your body. You’re not defined by their standards. If they weren’t there while you’re  struggling to lose weight then they shouldnt be there when you are starting to get comfortable with your skin. They shouldnt have a say whether you gained or lost or whether you should be proud or ashamed of your body. You are not a body, you are a soul with a body.

Yeah it might be frustrating that others dont recognize the result of your hardwork but, so what? You didnt do it for them. Dont let their words get to you. Be hurt but get over it and forgive them. Show them that being bigger means a bigger heart. 

Chin up! You are wonderfully and fearfully made.

Love,
Gel