On the process
That’s how I would like to describe the life that I have right now
On the process
Of loving myself
Of accepting who I am
My hits and my misses
My beauty and my bruises
My intelligence and ignorance
My passion and disinterests
My achievements as well as the set backs,
On the process of waiting
For my big break
And the love of my life
On the process of growing.
To that girl who has always made me proud,
Let me just say,
I love you.
Even if sometimes you don’t see your worth
Or even if you try to compare yourself to others
I love you
And if no one would love you as much as you hope, one day soon
It’s ok, the Lord’s got you
And me, one and only you.
Just so you know, It’s okay. It’s ok to be hurt when other people would say mean things about your body. It’s ok that others wouldnt find you fitting in their definition of beautiful. It’s ok to be bigger than anyone else. It’s ok because you are better than that. You are not defined by your body. You’re not defined by their standards. If they weren’t there while you’re struggling to lose weight then they shouldnt be there when you are starting to get comfortable with your skin. They shouldnt have a say whether you gained or lost or whether you should be proud or ashamed of your body. You are not a body, you are a soul with a body.
Yeah it might be frustrating that others dont recognize the result of your hardwork but, so what? You didnt do it for them. Dont let their words get to you. Be hurt but get over it and forgive them. Show them that being bigger means a bigger heart.
Chin up! You are wonderfully and fearfully made.