On the process
That’s how I would like to describe the life that I have right now
On the process
Of loving myself
Of accepting who I am
My hits and my misses
My beauty and my bruises
My intelligence and ignorance
My passion and disinterests
My achievements as well as the set backs,
On the process of waiting
For my big break
And the love of my life
On the process of growing.
She has the wildest mind
A factory of ideas,
Maker of unlikely stories
She has the biggest heart
Lover of minute details,
Emphatic to the oddest balls
She has the loudest laugh
Bearer of the corniest joys,
Painter of colorful grins
She has the daintiest hands
And if no one would write about her
Then these dainty hands
Would do the scribbling
It’s a matter of awe when you suddenly find yourself connected to someone.
When he suddenly becomes a part of your day, may it be large or small in scale
It is nice to know that he trusts you with sacred parts of him
Things you never thought he would share
But getting twisted by his words, his actions and secrets
Overthinking what they mean and what you mean to him
These are the thoughts that aren’t covered by awe.
These are thoughts restricted by fear yet nourished by hope
Mind is racing
Turning in diffirent directions
and what about now?
Focus on the people who matter
Focus on the people who appreciates you
Focus on being authentic
Focus on the identity you have in the Lord
Focus on your good attributes
Focus on the great thinhs that you have whether they see it or not
Sometimes, I wish that I am not as invested with my body as I am.
Sometimes, I wish that I just don’t care about other’s feelings.
Sometimes, I wish that I dont pay attention to every detail people say in a conversation
Sometimes, I wish that I don’t set it in me to strive for authenticity, even if it means brutal honesty, in myself
Sometimes, I wish that I just dont care. Period.
Sometimes. Some times.
Life, as we go through it,
is a series of beautiful,
although often times confusing,
We crave for stability
Yet we abhor redundancy
We promote uniqueness
Yet we criticize those who choose
to be diffirent
Do not give up
Things might be a mess
You seem to always
take two steps back,
After a feeble step forward
But that shouldnt stop you from trying
If your life would just all be about
Then so be it
Failure is not about not succeeding,
It is about giving up when
there’s still an alphabet of plans
in front of you.
Just because no one seems to be interested in me doesn’t mean that I am not worthy.
Just because I haven’t been asked on a date by guys doesnt mean I would never be in one
Just because some other people get to be complimented by people and I don’t, doesn’t mean I don’t have any good qualities
Just because I am a lot bigger than most girls, doesn’t mean I would never fit someone’s ideal
Just because I havent experienced anything about love or romance doesnt mean that it is the end or that my life doesnt measure up to those who had
My life’s worth and my worth doesnt depend on what most people deem to be appropriate or what the society thinks is right or what I think is right.
I dont need to compare myself.
I just have to love me, thoroughly and uncomditionally.
When everything seems about to close in
When they say that chances has become slim
When voices urge my heart to keep on worrying
When my mind can’t find peace and keep on running
I promise to draw in all the strength left in me
And choose to trust the Lord
For there is no one who could calm the storm
And no one would fight for me
Like the Son of God, Jesus Christ.