Dear A,

Dear A,

We might never know why

We crossed paths,

Why it happened while 

We are on the opposite sides
You came in a time

I wasnt sure what I’m looking

Too jaded to remember 

My made-up prince charming
You got that friendly face

And that dream man attitude

You got that good boy facade

And that irresistable intellectuality
You reminded me 

of my goals

You reminded me 

Not to settle for what is available
You’re my 2017 reminder,

Impossible is not a word

In the Lord’s vocabulary

We might just be two lines crossing

In a lifetime of trajectories

But I must let you know

You are my favorite coordinate

Might it end in tragedy


On the Process

On the process

That’s how I would like to describe the life that I have right now

On the process

Of loving myself

Of accepting who I am

My hits and my misses

My beauty and my bruises

My intelligence and ignorance

My passion and disinterests

My achievements as well as the set backs,

On the process of waiting

For my big break

Career climax


And the love of my life

On the process of growing.

Focus on the people who matter

Focus on the people who appreciates you

Focus on being authentic

Focus on the identity you have in the Lord

Focus on your good attributes

Focus on the great thinhs that you have whether they see it or not


To that girl who has always made me proud,
Let me just say
I love you.
Even if sometimes you don’t see your worth
Or even if you try to compare yourself to others
I love you
And if no one would love you as much as you hope, one day soon
It’s ok, the Lord’s got you
And me, one and only you.


Recently I realized most of us wants what most monotheistic religion offers. The grace, the hope, the blessing. But never the faith. Never the idea of being under a God. Of following the teachings and realigning our life with the god’s will. Unless, we are also regarded as a god or deity.



are in order, for this blog though might be just containing personal thoughts, would always be welcome to everyone.